-a girl's life- -tianshxian-

mugging.

2006-02-22T07:04:00.000-08:00

i m so tired from all the studying. econs. bmgt. econs. bmgt. at least BCA is over!. but its realli a bad paper. everyone says its gonna be damn easy. but turn out. its tough!. damn tough!. and i got it lyk all wrong. jsut dunno why i carn get the ans out. usually i manage to do.. but i just carn get it out. weird. forget it. ARGH. mugging mugging mugging. from morn to night. and i aint kidding. onli taking little breaks in btwn. studying while watching tv.. studying while tokign on the phone.. studying till wee hours..(not playing games or online).. wow. i m just so proud of myself. ahhas. ok. back to studying. i only came online to find my econs lecture slides.. WORK HARD EVERYONE!.

i fell!

2006-01-06T06:31:00.000-08:00

my tests are finally over. quite glad tat there arent any more tests next week. unlike venetia they all. so damn poor thing.. todae was my first piano lesson after the long holidae break. i miss my teacher i realise, shes realli damn nice. i alwaes learn alot more apart than piano in her lessons. =) even though i have to wake up super early on fridays, its still worth it. met vicki to go sch tgt todae. and he told me he lost his wallet on his way to eunos! so poor thing! ahhaha. he kept saying i make him feel lyk shit. kept laughing at him. ahhaa i didnt! or am i realli that evil? hahas. sorry tekwani.. i was jsut trying to make u feel better. had macroecons test. it was darn lot easier than expected. phew. we walk towards canteen one.. and i fell. damn it. i fell. just outside canteen one. damn throw face. arghh. it wasnt tat kind of simple falling down. i was wearing heels and 3 quarts. thank god i wasnt wearing skirt. i think i slipped. so i nearly fell. while trying to get my balance again, i slipped. and while i tried to balance myself for the 2nd time. i really fall flat on the ground.. damn sucky. but there werent any injuries though. i jsut threw all my face. shit it upside down. went to woodlands after tat. acc vicki to get his wallet back. took the train( the red line was so long) to city hall. met daryl and took my books from him. SORRY! was late. =) hahass. had longjohns after tat as we were all super hungry by then. no lunch. wad u expect. played pool! haven played it for so longg... everyone keep saying i damn tyco. damn lucky. ahhass. its called talent hor. pro means pro eh??hahahs. been long since we relali meet up and tok. nice feeling though. very comfy. went home after tat.. darling, i miss you alot todae. its not tat i neglected you. i m sorry if i did.

2006. hopefully its a happy one.

2006-01-02T08:36:00.000-08:00

i m now taking a break from some last min poa revision. tmr the test. the more practices i do, the better. but my mind seem to be getting more n more tired. its been so fast. its 2006 alr. i realise i gave up alot of things last yr. can say my life changed. i m sitll wondering whether i really regretted. perhaps yes. perhaps no. after all, you are all that i ask for. thankful that you are always there for me. let this continue. i dun want it to end. hais. love ya, benedict...

Merry X'mas!

2005-12-25T06:08:00.000-08:00

MERRY CHRISTMAS TO ALL!! hahas. ysterdae was ms cheryl's birthdae!. my dear darlingggg. finally finally 17. hhass. love ya! went to watch the promise ysterdae afternoon at cine.its not bad i think, but is VERY kua chang. very very. ahhass. humans can't fly nor run tat fast in reality. duh. i sitll tink king kong is nicer! ahhas. went to ichiban at suntec for dinner after that. damn fillinggg though me n ben didnt order tat much... or did we? ahhss. but we didnt get to eat tempura icecream! AWW. took a cab down to mt faber.. and there was a 3 bucks extra charge!. omg. arghhh. so in the end the cab fare was lyk 10 bucks instead. should have took a bus rite?? dumb us! there is this tall tall talllllllllll christmas tree in mt faber. and its all light up! realli gorgeous... and super TALL lar. ahhass. we took a one way cable car trip to sentosaa! n that is bout 25 bucks! hahashs. so ben brought everyting!. ahhass. groundsheet. poncho. towels as pillows. chips. water. extra shirt. ! wow. i didnt even think of bringing all these!. infact i brought nth! LOL. ahahs. so thoughtful of him. thank you darling. =)). we got quite lost insentosa in fact. cox it was darkkkk n the buses took quite long to come. so we walk alittle. on the wae.. there was green laser light on silosa beach!. very nice! NICE. he took a video of ittttt.ahahhas. walk to palawan.. n lay down our stufff.. there wasnt many stars at first..the sky was turnign reedddddd instead! damn it. we wanted to spend our night there.. but we left due to some lightnings after 2 hrs. we have to get out sentosa by 12am if we relali want to avoid the rain..so went to find ben's friends at kallang. went cosy bay. a chill-out place near kallang river.. atomsphere isnt bad. ahhass. drank and tokkk.. till bout 3. acc ben to play dota at penisula plaza after tat.ahhass. was sleepign while he play!. dotaaa is borrrrinngggggg.. ahahss. was rainign damn heavily. frezzing cold. went home and slpttttttttttttt! super shiok!. ahahhahahss. alright. festive season r over soon!. better start to studyyy ! hais. mugging time is here!

SHOPPING!!!

2005-12-22T08:25:00.000-08:00

HOHO. met up with tat crazy vene at 1230. at eunos. she was late!. HMMPh. its ok. i m forgiving. hahass. went to bugis and met jo. shawn came n find us later.. we wanted to go bugis village at first..but it was RAINing!. damn sad. but we still manage to get over when the rain gets smaller. while wating for jo. vene was totally mad. she went bonkus. that girl.super duper crazy over christmas..went to look for christmas hats. she wants all of us to wear!. ahhass. i dun think the guys will though. tat girl is maddness. but i had a great time hitting her butt with y bag todae. ahhass. HOHO. i still love u ger. ahhas. shop around. i wnna get my half jacket!. i saw one.maroon in colour. i think the colour suits me. but the cutting isnt that perfect. haissss.. i want i want i want. oh man. budget budget. theres still christmas presents to buy. argh. my butt hurts now. i guesss its due to it being stuck on to the same chair for too long. ARGH. hahashs. yawns. i jsut reaslise i haf wcom elearning to do!. and its due tmr. shucks. grp wk. argh. i think i will do it tmr ntie. when i get backhome i guess. jsut too lazy to do it now.

dead. totally.

2005-12-16T09:09:00.000-08:00

omgomgomg. i m feeling miserable. work work and more work. this is so pathetic. just last week, i was practically crying for help for my bca pbl one. and now i realise i gonna need to burn a few nights of mid-night oil. just for my wcom project. but luckily, the grp is doing smth. i m not doing it alone. oh well. met vicki at eunos to go sch tgt for lunch with the rest todae. but as usual we werent on time. SORRY VICKI! this time round i was 25 mins late. hahs. nvm!. i sitll have balance of 20 mins on credit. next time next time. in the end we arrived sch at bout 1220. cheryl was already calling me up and complaining about her hungry groans. hais. that fatty bum. she never change. LOL. kidding! went for LMS. wasnt tat late. was released punctually todae. saw cheryl again and we played in front of the weird mirrors. faggots. thats wad she says we look like in them. it made us look katek katek bui bui. hahas. waited for jo.. and oh yah! i nearly tripped over a mop bucket. so embarrassing. i was wearing heels! ahhss. we went to find vicki and morgan in the library. everyone was studying for bca test. last min revision. we are jsut plain hopeless. when can we get prepared before hand? hais. god knows. the test was ok. but i realise i got mistakes alr..and the internet research part was abit gone case. 6 marks. everyone left early. very early. went home alone. cox the rest have plans on. its some quiet resting and stoneing time! watched the 9pm show todae.last epi. NICE! i love the dance moves. damn damn damn WOO! hahss. aniwae. i m now struggling to keep myself awake so that i can move on with wcom. so taking a break now. YAWNS. damn freaking hell tiredd. ARGHH. next week is the holidaeS alr! woohoo! goodie. can have a good rest. but its the study break. so. ya. i sitll got to study. LOL. aniwae. been realli long since i tok much to VENETIA. i miss her quite alot actually. MUMMY! ahahhass. ARGHH. now. i guesss i gonna slp real sooon.

FINALLY

2005-12-13T06:40:00.000-08:00

after wks of continuous nagging from cheryl tan teck ying, that fatty bum, i finally finally decide its time to blog again. hahas. LOL. been seriously long.. ARGH. lazy to, aniwae. hmm. went to get my hair thin down todae.. now my fringe is irrtating my eye and nose.. arghh. been so tired for the past few wks..rushing projectttt here and thereee..sian. and i got a pounding headache!. sian..i miss hexic hexic hexic. AHHH..

2005-11-11T06:27:00.000-08:00

been long since i last update..somehow i dun really feel lyk blogging alr..well..feeling damn sucky now..i have a feeling u arent the one for me...

2005-10-02T08:24:00.000-07:00

Your Seduction Style: Fantasy Lover

You know that ideal love that each of us dreams of from childhood? That's you!Not because you posess all of the ideal characteristics, but because you are a savvy shape shifter.You have the uncanny ability to detect someone's particular fantasy... and make it you. You inspire each person to be an idealist and passionate, and you make each moment memorableEven a simple coffee date with you can be the most romantic moment of someone's lifeBy giving your date exactly what he or she desires, you quickly become the ideal lover. Your abilities to make dreams come true is so strong, that you are often the love of many people's lives.Your ex's (and even people you have simply met or been friends with) long to be yours.No doubt you are the one others have dreamed of... your biggest challenge is finding *your* dream lover.

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2005-10-02T08:19:00.000-07:00

Your Ideal Relationship is Marriage

You've dated enough to know what you want.And that's marriage - with the right person.You're serious about settling down some time soon.Even if you haven't met the person you want to get hitched to!

What's" Your Ideal Relationship?

2005-10-01T06:58:00.000-07:00

The Keys to Your Heart

You are attracted to those who have a split personality - cold as ice on the outside but hot as fire in the heart. In love, you feel the most alive when your partner is patient and never willing to give up on you. You'd like to your lover to think you are loyal and faithful... that you'll never change. You would be forced to break up with someone who was emotional, moody, and difficult to please. Your ideal relationship is traditional. Without saying anything, both of you communicate with your hearts. Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment. You think of marriage as something that will confine you. You are afraid of marriage. In this moment, you think of love as commitment. Love only works when both people are totally devoted.

What Are The Keys To Your Heart?

2005-09-26T07:22:00.000-07:00

woohhooo.. one wk of holidae is over.. fast.looks n seems lyk i m broke. oh well..things r going as planned.. 3 times gym per wk..still on.. i m burning fats! hashss.. i love u dar. one mth. 31 daes. of joy laughter sadness pain n love. nv once regretted. thx for the glow in the dark dice. u treat me realli good todae. =)). i miss u loads. muacks!

diet!

2005-09-17T06:56:00.000-07:00

hahas.. boredd... "for a more slimmer n beautiful tmr".. 3 times gym. 1 time suntanning. everyweek.. hahah =))

2005-09-16T08:17:00.000-07:00

todae was the last paper of exam.....! yeppie.had a girl's outing todae..to sentosa!..to tannnnnnn..hahass..yeps..now 4 of us..(vene cheryl jo n i!) are as red as lobsters..after the fun..we went to meet the guys..at city hall..as usual, we cant settle on a place to eat our dinner..at the end..went to the asian place or wadever to eat..not bad bah...walked to esplanade after tat..to take picturesss!!!..cheryl had to go n comfort her broken hearted friend...ahhahah! =PpP..i m burnign hot now..i mean my skin...esp after i bathe...arghhhh.. somethings just cant be helped..sorry..

2005-09-14T07:20:00.000-07:00

i just hate mugging.. last paper to go.yeah..hahsss..at least i got tmr to study for fri's ob..theres just so mani stuff to get into the small brain of mine..hais..todae's paper..stats..was horrible..gonna fail my exam badly..but it seems lyk..everyone finds it tough..hopefully they moderate it..time seems to fly..gonna be hollidaes after exam..there goes one semester..ahhss..mugging just sucks..

study!

2005-09-02T07:10:00.000-07:00

ohman.i m so tired. woke up early todae.just to go for aerobics..ohyah..kelly lost.damn it.my eye bags are comin back again.oh well..todae was the last lesson of aerobics..i m going to grow fatter the next semester..hahsa..ran in the rain todae with cheryl and jo..the feeling is great.u can feel the breeze on ur face..but after the run..we were sweating lyk pigs! hahas. the smell of rainwater and sweat combines..stink! cab to thiong bahru plaza to find ben. now sumbody's head is totally brown le lar! hahs. went to his place for a while..b4 cabbing home again..super tired..was dozing off during the long ride home..yawnsss... bong just send me princess mononoke..nicey! i should start to study..not much time left..boo..

yawns.

2005-08-28T00:39:00.000-07:00

i m just so boreddd.. its a sundae.. n i m stuck at home.. aniwae.. its venetia's birthdae todae!!! happy bithdae mummy!!! i just love u so.. ahshsh. these past few wks have been busy.. n i think i m having a tooth decay.. mr benedict. i m bored to tears. wake up...!!! hahss.

i realli love u guys to the bits.

2005-08-21T09:18:00.000-07:00

oh man. todae was just so wow!hahshs.. it had been long since all of us had such a bonding seesion together..alright.went to celebrate yj dav and shawn birthdaes..original plan was marina south..fly kite and steamboat..but sad..its was raining! so change of venue.ahshs..cldnt find a place to celebrate..so went to esplanade underpasss ! to cut cake and stuff..after that headed to aroudn suntec for dinner! ahashs dinner was superb! the food was great, the company was perfect! vene,ben,cheryl,jo,jiesi,xiaoxuan,stefanie,fiona,vicki,shangzhao,yongbeng,morgan,weihan,and not to forget the birthdae boys! yongjie,david and shawn! hashhss..ohman. the dinner was just too sweet. i guess the bond between us is strong..its a wonder how we get to noe and come about so close..its lyk.omg. we known each other from the ba camp..all of us were in different groups.! but we managed to get together ! its relali a wonder how we did it. i remembered the first time we went out tgt as a whole grp(brown sugar,blue ocean, shawn and js), westill dunneo each other yet. sitting at two different tables and not mixing well..but as sch starts.. as the orientation begins..we begin to bond..i m realli lucky to noe u guys..realli..w/o u guys.. i guess my poly life wun be as exciting and happening! we spend practically the whole dae with each other..we meet and go sch tgt..then after tutorials..meet for lunch and go lecutre tgt...after sch we will be contacting everyone..so tat we can go home or out tgt ..each of us is very differnt i think..but still..everyone is impt to all of us..i m just so lucky. thankyou my angels for all the listening ears u guys have gave..the comforting shoulders and heart to heart talks..=))..*cheers to the everlasting friendship!..* and happy birthdae to david..shawn and yongjie!.

2005-08-18T07:56:00.000-07:00

it has been a few daes since i last updated. i m getting lazier and lazier..in the past i do update every night..but now.. hahas.. hmm. this week been realli busy.. projects, presentations and tests.. all piled up.. its quite bad..=) but.. i think the efforts are paid off.. hahahss. hmm.. i just love the porridge. it tastes sweet. nice. yummy.

its the weekends again..

2005-08-13T07:11:00.000-07:00

it has been quite a number of days since i last updated..this week hasnt been a good week.. mondae to sat.. not good at all.. alot of stuff been happening.. and ya. derrick got eliminated...tats realli sad... theres nth on weds for me to look forward to already... i will def miss his performance on stage.. =(.. ysterdae the bunch of us went to cine leisure.. we were slping while wating for the rest to arrive after they finish their classes..n me vene and cheryl really fell asleep.. in the end when we woke up, our hands are numb and they ache a little..hahs.. went to gallielio and friends to makan after tat.. onli a few of them were eating.. there were sum zombies to advertise the new movie ,.. and they came over to our table.. their makeup were thick, gothic, grosss and their stares are lyk. scary. realli scary. they had their props as well. lyk..axes.. guns.. damn horrible.. . they were surrounding us.. me cheryl joanna n jiesi were screaminggg.. covering our eyes and ears with our hands.. they were touching our necks and hands.. i think we shouted quite loudly. but. its damn gross lar.. and the guys were standing at one side laughing at us..-_-'.. scary.. cheryl damn cute! ahhas. she told them.. pls dun stare at us.. pleading tone ..ahahshss.. cutie little pie! ahhass. hmm.. was tryign to do my work todae.. didnt go out.. slpt early last nite.. reply msg halfwae.. slp le.. didnt even send it..yawns... at least i dun haf my dark circles already..ahsh!

yawns

2005-08-06T18:06:00.000-07:00

hmm i guess i update from ysterdae......went to sch with venetia.. both of us were up at 530.. tirreeddd.. we just slpt thruout the whole ride.. missed the shuttle bus.. had to wait for another one. so went to queue up.. saw the cutie guy .. the one in our lecture... he was queuing up as well! hahas.. i was suddenly awake.. hehhehl. pointed out to venetia and cant stop giggling..ahhashs.. in the shuttle bus.. he was sitting infront of me. just in front of me. hahash! keep looking at him..hahashs.. i just love to look at cute guys.. but onli look lar.. went for aerobics with jo and cheryl.. had fun ... was tireddd. nearly fell aslp while doing the relaxing part.. yawnss. on the wae to cats classs.. my classmate told me it was cancelled! yeps. cancelled. so went to find ben.. after that i went to the library to slp...n i managed to for 5 mins.. n venetia had to wake me up.. went to makan and headded home after getting sumthing for js.. ben wanted to go home as well. so went to look for him. wanted to reach home by 2 plus ..so at least i can go tp first.. but in the end ..reached home at 330.. ben sent me to tampines..reached tp bout 430.. the thing ended already.. so met shane and went to interchange to wait for the rest..all were late and js had reached raffles.. so.. we went off first.. dozing off again on the train..met js n went to bought sum food b4 heading to vch.. tpjc band concert.. the first half wasnt good.. but i enjoyed the C.O and percussion ensemble. damn cool.. powerrr..hahshs.. the second half of the concert was alright. they played better..lesser squeaks n stuff.. took photos and went to lao pa sa to eat.. satayyyy ! ahahss.. wasnt feeeling hungry.. walked home with shane after that.. yawns.. .......as for todae.. woke up at 830 and went for speech dae .. kevin was distinctive dunmanite! took photos .. miss those daes when we played in the band.. miss my classmates as well..hahas.. saw alot alot of them todae .. took class photo at the same place as last yr ..under the hot sun.. it was def nice to see all of them again.. =)).. had long john for lunch and i went home first.. wanting to study for bstats.. but i m super tiredddd. haf to study later i guess. i dun understand a single shit.

waiting for results..

2005-08-04T07:45:00.000-07:00

went to tm to find fung after sch.. hmm.. was40 mins late. ahhas. but she is as late too..when she reach i just reach. poor thing sia.. she hurt her leg..must take good care of urself, fung...allen and shane came to find us after their pool. hmm.. went to get her court shoes and walk around looking at accessories.. after that went home.. was walking half wae.. when shane remembered he had to get his stationaries.. kukoo.. in the end. we walked to simei. jsut to get sum paper clips and eraser..-_-' hahas. but alright lar.. since i got the time to spare.. he was tellign me about dogs on the wae there.. cox we saw alot of dogs.. and cats. eww. i just cant stand them. ahhas. reached simei.. that kukoo fellow said if i cld jsut walk thru pet safari with him. he will treat me dinner. hahas. of cox walk lar. but..its my first tiem walkign thru there.. i think the place stinks.. lucky there isnt there looose dogs.. i thnk i was pulling his jacket all the wae.. =P . so mr . now u owe me 2 dinners ah. one for director list. one for pet safari. hahsh! walk back home later.. and he kept playign wif the lift. made the lift open 5 times b4 finally just letting it close n let me go home. hahashs. . hmm.. quite motivated to study now.. =) 15 more mins to sueprstar results.. n then i m off to bed already. tmr got aerobics and cats.. gonna go tp in the afternoon.. and go vch with allen they all.. oh yeah. fung is performing! and i think quite a number of people is going to watch. the ex seniors r going! hahahs.. its lyk a mini gathering...

=))

2005-08-03T18:58:00.000-07:00

haha. yawns. jasmine tat idoit is looking at me typing this entry..she sucks totally. yeah! ahhasss.. k lar.. she rocks. ya rite. hmm. suppose to meet all the rest at 745 at eunos todae. i tot i was the latest.. in the end. shawn and vicki were later than me. kukoos. the boys in our grp are nv early for appointments. in the end left eunos at ot 815. ben and yj cldnt wake up todae. one suppose to meet us at eunos. one supose to meet me at tampines. yawns. lazy bums. angeline sucks!. heys. jas wrote this. not me. shes is jsut jealous of me. hahsss. n now she is going "oh my godddd" hahashsh! we r super lame now.. the relief cip cher just came in not long ago.. n i want my tu tu kuey. the peanut one. thanks ah jas . help me buy. hahas. so boring . we r just so boreddd now.. =)) .. shaneee.. hope u r feelign better.. dun so sian lar. snap out of it. =) banana in pyjamas! n lastly. jasmine sucks. totally.

2005-08-03T11:51:00.000-07:00

slpt super early last nite..bout 10 plus.. tats y todae i got the energy to bully vicki n co. hahas. cheeky..hehheh..hahass..ben came to send me to sch todae.hahs. but he was late lar..hahs..sueprlate sumore..nvm. he came al the wae from the west ..i should appreciate it instead..thanks mr benedict. ahshhs! n he is xtra good looking in his denim jacket. =)) ..was doing ob tutorial in ob lecture as usual..watch a mv ..jo introduce it to me.so touching.."kisss becox i m a gal"..hmm.. went for ob tutorial ..wore bens jacket. super de duper big.! hashs..just lyk a dressssss...but comfy! nice material to slp in ..hhashs..went to west mall again..cox jo wnana buy her giordano polo t..went to play arcade again..abit sian of it.. on the wae home.yj was crapping all the wae..didnt haf ani peace at all..AT ALL..hahs..hmm.. watched superstar..derrick is cute! ahshss. i hope he doesnt get out..=) *pray hard.. hmm.. tmr gonna skip ocom lecture to accompany fung to buy her court shoes ..yeah! it has been long since i last saw her..n fri is her band's concert..i hope shes havign fun..oh man...i just miss her so much..

2005-07-30T07:01:00.000-07:00

theres photo shoot todae..for the events management job thingy.. all of us were dressed in black..ben came to meet me at tampines first..i was late again. but not very.ahash. went enuos to meet yj vene n jiesi..vene was super late todae..hahs. but we reached ps on time..we had to wait very long for the photo shoots..n in the end we onli take a few personal shots..but we had fun while waiting.. taking photos ..for the gals.. n playing concentration game while waiting for the rain to stop..hahs...the guys were lyk bored .. ben keep disappearing..n kepp eating..sick still can eat so much..power...! ahhash.. went to ljs at ps after the photo shoot..saw a bag ..i think its nice..ahhas..but nv buy..cheryl bought her shades..suits her..=)..pretty little girl..hahas! walked around..n the guys were bored..yj n yb went home first..leaving me ben vene cheryl n js ..me n vene were havign a difficult time choosing the earrings..! hahas..3 for 10 bucks..in the end we bought 6 pairs..but they r nice! hahahs.. ben was dozing off while watching us choose..ahhas. guys.. went to makan again..cox a pig was hungry..hahas.. vene went off already.. so me cheryl n js were chatting bout derrick..hahas..3 derrick fans..we were suepr bored..ben left after a while..while we 3 continue our shoopping..ahhsa..had tako pachi..cheryl was so cute..do u think u r miss cuite? we went fox after tat..50% stroewide discount.plus 20% if u buy 3 pieces or more..hahs..damn worth it..in the end 3 of us bought a piece each..its cheap..=) ahhashss..70% ! the whole fox outlet was lyk a pig sty! super messsy..i pity those employees there..have to fold lyk siao..went home after tat..was super tired already...hahas..just finish dloading my acrobat reader..tmr still need to wake up at 7 to go imm..to queue to see derrick..tireddddd...hmm...slow n easy will win the race ...

cheeky girl..

2005-07-28T07:57:00.000-07:00

hahas! hmm..in one of my cheeky moods again..ahhas..hmm..had cip todae..got back paper..29/50..boo! but its alright..i didnt study much for it aniwae..kangyan came to np todae...brought him around n went for ocom lecture..it was boring as usual..keep repeating weijian's song video...nice! hahs..cutie little pie! hahhas..went bukit timah plaza to play pool wif al of them after tat..one by one came after sch..ahahas..all of us were lyk separated todae..bought mag n theres derrick! ahhas.he is soo cute..omg..heeheee..i realli very hua chi..haha.nvm..its alright! me and cheryl they alloso wanna go paragon this sat..after our photo shoot..=))..derrick rawks. ok..i noe everyone around me had enuff of this already. hahas. went to ps to eat yoshinoya after pool..venetia was being bullied again...so poor thing..but its fun.,..to bully her! ahhas.. her expresssions..those blur blur..ones..r damn cute lar! hahas..mummy..i just love u..u bring so much joy and laughter to us..heeheee...kangyan send me home after tat...i just flopped down n watch superstar once i reach home..n now here i m..later got results! much watch..me n cheryl will be lyk.crazy again..to nervous..hahash! yeah..

burp!

2005-07-27T07:09:00.000-07:00

hahshs..i m hiccupping damn badly now..burp!ahhash.. burp! hahs.hmm..todae..had ob lecture..was doing my ob tutorial as usual..allof us skip cip lecutre again..nth unusuall..ahhahs..oh yah! saw cute guy in lecture todae..was morgan's classmate.hahshs! me n jo were lyk..oooo! ahahahha....went alumli to makan..n realise theres no ob tutorial! heheh.hahas..dropped lappy after tat..boo..cracked..but..sitll in workign condition..its okay ben..i m not angry..=) waited for the rest to finish lesson..b4 going to city link gelare to eat n drink..hahas..was realli hungry..dunneo y..went to tm wif shane to find fungs earrings after tat...then went home already..ahhash..thanks ben! for changing this blogskin for me..ahhas..i lyk it! thanks! n dun feel guilty le lar..its realli alright..i m ok already..=)..just now got superstar! derrick rawks !! he is super cute!! ahahs..oso has gd voice..wah.i just love him to the bits! ahhs..going to imm this sundae wif cheryl they all..ahhs! yeah!

i m a happy little gal...

2005-07-26T06:48:00.000-07:00

ahhashhs..skipped econs tutorial this morning..it was drizzling..! i realli love the weather..had morning call again..n i took half n hr to get out of my comfy bed as usual..dilly-dally..went out of the hse quite late..it was already 11 when i reached dover..so decided to take a cab in..it was raining aniwae..we played a game during ocom tutorial...quite lame..=S..ended bout 1 hr earlier..had lunch wif jasmine fumei n isabel..cheryl they all came n find me after their tutorial..watched them had their lunch..b4 meeting ben.. went for lecture at lt 45 after tat..bstats..junming crash in todae..our lecturer wasnt pronoucing the words too well..ahhs..n junming was supposed to do a homework on observing ppl speak n pick out the mistakes they make..ahhash! just nice! went west mall after sch..bought skirt n we went to shop around! ahahs..played air hockey as well..hillgrove vs dunman...ahhahhs n ...dunman won!! ahhas..me and js against jo n cheryl lar..aahhaha..cutie little piessss..heheeeee..went home after that..i still cldnt find the pair of earrings that fung lost..nvm..i will still continue to find..=) i m dead tired now..plannign to slp early..b4 12..if nto..tmr my head wil be heavy again..

2005-07-25T22:10:00.000-07:00

slpt at 230 last nite..was finishing up harry potter! ahhas..sad sia..wah lau..how come harry potter's loved ones always die?..boo..=(..i just love fantasy..it allows my imagination to run wild..ahhas..tok on the phone after tat..woke up at 6 this morning for my piano.,..i tot my lessson was 2 hrs..in the end..end by 830..hais..just sitting down there doing nth..except looking at neoprints..and pictures in my wallet..wait till aroudn 930..sumone finally reaached..went off to sch..n reached there 40 mins earlier..the journey is damn fast todae..dunnoe y.ahhas.. in then end..sat in the library n stone..watied for jasmine..i didnt want to go to klass early..so we went bout 25 mins late...nvm lar.the stats cher was naggy as usual..hahas..she keep nagging jason..poor thing..=S..find cheryl they all for lunch..watching the guys eat..the gals werent eating..no appetide..hahas..went for econs lecture..didnt listen as usuall..chit chatting wif jo..hahs..bout cheekbones..nose..jaw..eyes..ahhahas..anithing but econs..time pass quite fast..n i dropped my slippers in the lecture hall again..clumpsy little gal..morgan yj n ben were luffing at our tummies..cheryl's jo's n mine. kukoo..ahhas.irritating pests..sickening fellows..but dun care lar..got got lor..wad ever..hahash! went home after tat...feeling terrible thruout the whole ride..mux be due to the lack of slp..n no glucose in my blood..must be..finally reached home...totally exhausted n drained..dun think i going for econs tutorial tmr..i wanana slp in..

2005-07-23T22:30:00.000-07:00

i m listening to suo yi over n over again for..half n hr already..its jsut so nice..the lyrics..is this ur wae of saeing u miss me?

2005-07-23T09:01:00.000-07:00

hahas.went out with jiesi and hweifung todae.to junction 8 for the superstar thingy..super crowded..everyone was squeezing and screaming..ahhahs..but derrick is cute! hahas..realli cute! ahahas...almost half of the people there is supporting him..heeheee..=)ahhas..walk around and headed for town..cine..=) it was nice talking n meetign up wif fung..ahhas..it has been long since the 3 of us went out tgt.=) miss her alot sia..she is still as pretty as b4..hahas...my ai ren. yeah! the 3 of us bought the same necklance todae..hahas..me and fung took the blue one..js took the purple one..nicenice..went taka to eat.dinner..kfc.hais..we kept eating fast food todae..mos,long john, then kfc..=S..i m not going to eat fast food for the whole of next wk..super sick of it..fattenign..allen, shane and kangyan came to find us at taka..ahahs! the monkey gorilla and chimpanzee..ahhah!allen realli got the monkey face..wahhahas..all of them got a taste of my kick-b0xing skills todae..heeheeeee..i had tons of fun punching them..in their arms n stomachs ..ahhas..reached home at 11plus..n shane..stop using the cat to scare me..=S..hahas..my harry potter is still waiting for me

hais.

2005-07-22T07:41:00.000-07:00

woke up at 630am todae..had to go school for cip test...i only slept for 3 hrs..my eyes were realli pain and tired when i woke up.. didnt bother to read thru my notes during the mrt ride..were practically stoning..everyone was tired..onli js was the hardworking one..(for the first time)..but its already last minute..nothing can go in...hmm..went to parkway to play pool after the test..classic pool..! hahas.i remember when i first started playing pool.. it was there..the girls played very long for just a game. in the end. tag team instead..hahas..its faster this way..n more fun. went david's hse to play the 'yam seng' game..with..venetia, vicki, yj, junming, yb, shangzhao, jingyi, morgan, weihan, cheryl, jo, jiesi and me. shawn join us after tat..the game was fun. all of us drank quite alot..n we were all wanthign to go to the toilet.. one joker card onli..n it was the last 3rd card..all of them were snatching for it..n in the end..yong beng got it and he practicallly ran to the toilet..hahas..after awhile ..we went to the nearby hawker centre for dinner..n wtf.. there were lots of cats..me jo and js just cant concentrate when we were eating..kept looking left right back front.. i dunoe y. my phobia is getting worse..i actualli got so scared that i cried..maybe cox of other reasons as well..all add up..i m weak..hais. sorry guys.. u all cldnt eat in peace during dinner..so sorry.. went back to davs hse for while..b4 taking a cab home..was realli drained and tired..even now..but i dun feel lyk slping..hais..i hv been thinking of u for the whole dae....

The Island

2005-07-21T20:08:00.000-07:00

i had to wake up at 7 todae..7am..its so early in the morning..! hahas.. all thanks to allen ah. i had to pass him sumting at my bustop at 820.hahas. actualli not his fault lar..i m oso going sentosa straight after that. aniwae. i need half n hour to wake up as usual..hmm..more than tat actually..ohwell. hahas. lucky got mornign call. lol..hahas. allen is a big monkey i tell u..super big one..wah lau..bully me all the wae to the interchange..hahas. eh monkey. i noe my nose very nice and cute lar..but u dun need keep pinching it! zhu leh. hahas. in the end i got red nose..heehee...hhas.. but i oso got bully him..! his expressions were super funny..! lol! monkey lar u. ..... went to meet venetia shawn n david at eunos after tat.was late lar. but its okie! hahas.. was in one of my cheeky playful n bouncy mood..~! ahhas. we went to meet yongjie at harbour front. we had our breakfast at the hawker centre there.. i had my char kway teow!! yeah! but not tat nice..=S..there wasnt much sun todae..hahas.. as in.. not much to tan..hais.in the end..we didnt went tannign at sentosa..boo..we went there fully prepared for tanning..-_-''.all the sun's fault..hahas.. in the end, we took 143 to lido instead...hahas! to watch movie.-The Island-..vicki and weihan came n join us as well.. we were all sitting down n just wasting our time away..hahas..i brought my harry potter! but didnt manage to read much..ahhas.. how to read when theres yj vicki and shawn to entertain u! ahhas the 3 heads of F.O.S leh! ahhahhaha..=S...we were all fooling around..poking and zapping here n there..hahas.oh yah! i hit my head on the marble table due to the intensive and continuous zapping from shawn..hahas.kukoo lar.pain lor..but nvm.we r used to it..hahas..the movie was long..2 n half hrs..but i think not bad lar..the story line is quite nice..but me and vene were too tired..we were falling aslp at all the fighting and excaping scenes..hahas..its super cold in there..and all of us were in t shirt ..shorts and slippers..beach wear..expcet for....weihan! ahaha.n he lent me his jacket..haha! it saved me from frezzing to death..lol..thanks!=D hahas..i felt so comfy with the jacket over me..=)..very nice to slp.n i did fall aslp during the show..ahhahahs..but i guess the rest of the guys.. liked the show..they were quite engrossed in it...hahaas.. after that went mac cafe..outside lido..just sat there..took plenty of pictures..n videos..ahhah.,! of yj being bullied! his earsss...went damn red...woohooo...hahahs..super funny.. i was getting deflated by then..went tam to buy my shades..boo.the one that i lyk..no more le..so i got anohter one..cool eh! hahahas. its nice. *swist! they went to eat shilin again..its nice lar..jsut cant resist the temptation..esp the mee sua..! came home after that.. hmm..shit..i haven start stuydig for my cip test tmr..later bah..later got super star..hais..i hope derrick gets in tonight.*prays..

2005-07-19T22:07:00.000-07:00

the weather todae was great..again..hahas.. i just love this kind of cooling weather..hahas..went airport.to study wif vicki n yj..studied microecons..hahas. i brought along my harry potter..hahas..whenever i haf the time.. i would read it..hahas.. whether im walking or on the train.. i will def be reading it..hahas..we did study todae..hahas.. at least i noe i understand demand and supply and bits of elasticity already..hahas.. i will complete my econs tonight..=).. the 3 of us had lots of fun toking bout our dreams...our super big dreams..hahas..there r just so much stuff we want to do..but its ok to dream big! hmm.. vicki and yj came tampines wif me..hahs.. we went to ate the shilin mee sua..yummy! we went there just to eat it..*drools.....hahahas. after that.. we went to walk aroudn the malls for awhile b4 the both of them went off...ahahs..i continued walking around alone...i tried shades..found one tat i lyk..n i think suits me...but didnt buy it..i dun wear them aniwae..=)..i bought a pair of brown pants form ebase..! i lyk them..n it was the last piece=D..hahs..ok.i gota mug.

gloomy weather. but i like it!

2005-07-19T11:02:00.000-07:00

mornings! just woke up not long ago. suppose to meet vicki yj and shangzhao at airport to study for microecons. but everyone woke up this late! piggys. hmm. the weather now is pretty nice . cooling. just lyk ysterddaess.. hahas... but i think its gonna rain soon.. boo. better get out of the house soon.. later mac again. haiss.. nvm.. after this wk.no more mac for me. hahash. hmm....i dunoe wad made me came online so early todae.. i already have my bag packed. i could haf gone out a little sooner. but.. i came here.. and look at blogs.. ahhas. at ur blog in fact.....

one paper down.

2005-07-18T07:19:00.000-07:00

todae had stats paper. its okay i guess. hahas. =). one paper done. i cant wait for fridae to come. tats when i can read my harry potter w/o feelign guilty at all. ahhas. went to bukit timah plaza after test to play pool and eat. i didnt play alot. hahas. pro means pro eh! ahahs. =P. it was raining heavily then. so me jo vicki and yj went to take a cab to jo hse to study. ahhas. wanted to study econs. but in the end. ahhas. we didnt as usual. we were just chatting at the club house. doing nth. hahas. luffing at lame jokes as usual. hahas. aniwae i m "proud" to sae i m a public relations manager in FOS. ahhas. =P. i m so tired now. thinking of whether to slpl or study econs. the opportunity cost of slping would be the knowledge i would have got from studying econs. hahas. right? yeah. haha.

2005-07-18T00:02:00.000-07:00

went ariport todae. to study for tmr's statistics test. wif david, venetia, js, ben, joel, yj, shawn. tried abit of stats here n there. its not much time left. last min aniwae. went home after tat. online and did my statistics revision again. i hope i can do well for tmr. but not much confidence at all. i guess i m just unprepared. hais. no mood for stats at the moment. gonna slp early tonight.

2005-07-16T07:27:00.000-07:00

i m practically controlling myself not to read harry potter now.i m not really prepared for the upcomign tests yet.hahas. but the temptation to read it is just too strong. hahas. aniwae. went mac todae alone to study econs. i had a cosy and quiet corner at first. but. idoit. theres a birthdae party there. so i had to shift to another spot. and its noisy! its not condusive at all. the mac there was super cold and i forgot to bring along a jacket. hais. of cox theres still the outdoors seats..hahas. but i still prefer the indoors.. so i was studying in the cold. but luckily, i did manage to study alittle. on elasticity. hhas. i guesss i wil be fine. n now i m home. theres no one at home right now. the sky is quite dark..hmm..scary..

2005-07-16T06:51:00.000-07:00

oh man. i just cant help it. i m already at chapter 7 of harry potter and the half blood prince. okok. i noe i shouldnt be reading it now. i should be studyign instead. ok. i have sinned. hahas. i decided to stop reading....for a dae.. hahas. and return to my stats and econs practice. ahhas. i m an obedient gal. n hardworkign one too! wahhaha. =X

i m not a pig!

2005-07-15T22:11:00.000-07:00

hhas. yesh.i m not a piggy. hhahaah. i m not. u guys r the biggest pigs. i m just to lazy to wake up. i love my baby pillows u noe.. hais. its alwaes so nice to hug them..=).. hhas..woke up quite early todae..10 am! ahhas. achievement..hahas. wanted to study my econs. in the end realise i cldnt get anithing in my head.. maybe i shouldnt study at home..hais..and tmr is the day when harry potter bk 6 is out!!! yeah! ahahs. oh yah. the others r having their poa test todae.. gd luck to u all !.. vene, u can get ur AD de! hahas.. aniwae.mugging time...

2005-07-15T02:04:00.000-07:00

its bout 2 in the morning..i m so tireeddd..yawns..hahas...just now went to the festival thingy..to watch bands perform..and its lyk a small gathering..ahhas..it was nice to see all of them again..ahhas..n finally got the neopritn we took last time!..ahahs i love it,..its so nice...=).. saw weihan just now..was tokign qite abit to him..hahas...aniwaes..i m tiredddd......tmr is another mugging dae..boo!

2005-07-14T00:30:00.000-07:00

hais..been studying stats for the whole dae todaee....eh..actually onli 3 hrs ..hahs...i got sumone to wake me up at 8..morning call.. but after one hr of lying in bed smsing... i fell deep aslp again..n woke up at 12 plus... so shuanggg.hahahs.. i think i spend most of my study wk on stats..hmm..geeting worried for econs..hais..nvm..later going to the music festival thingy...wif fung and the rest..near my hse aniwae...hais..i m feeling so sleepy now...yawns...k..i m back to my stats...

2005-07-10T01:40:00.000-07:00

everything is over. this is to u daryl. 3 yrs 5 mths wif u. time seems to fly. realli fast. i realli loved u alot during the daes when we were tgt.those memories we had tgt wil nv be forgotten. it wil be kept safely in my heart. i will nv forget those obstacles we had to go thru tgt. nv forget the time when u first held my hand. i was so shy. =). the times we were in the cinema. our first kiss. our first date. 2nd of april.19th of march. and todae 10 of july. it alwaes have been nice walkign to sch everymorning wif u. and i love watching u play the drums.u will look very serious yet i noe u haf a cheeky side =). i m realli happy when i m wif ya.i realli do. u haf been a great friend. a great dog. a great brother. as well as a great boyfriend. although its relli painful to be in love. but if there isnt pain it isnt love.and i m proud to sae. i love u till the dae we separate. and i will still choose to continue to love u. if we r relali meant to be tgt. 10 yrs now the road we will start all over again.rite?.=). u can nv be replaced. u haf a very impt place in my heart. yes u do. i will miss and love u. take care of urself when i m not there.

moody me

2005-07-04T08:32:00.000-07:00

hais..i seem to get so moody these daes..nono..its not pms..i seem to get more and more sensitive..*shrugs*...aniwae..tmr ocom presentation hopefully can do well..i m tired...of everything

i want my beauty slppp

2005-07-02T08:01:00.000-07:00

i woke up at 6 am on a saturdae mornign just to complete my ob essay. i did in the end. handed up at 9am. quickly prepare and went to airport to meet the others. and can u believe it, they were actually late more one hr. omg. wasted one hr. could have slpt in. i m so tireeddd..although i slpt at 1020 last nite. arghh.. couldnt wke up this morning. went macs to study stats. i m so proud of myself. i complete my stats! ahhas. thanks yj for ur help. u r gd! ahhas. after that went to the soup restaurant at century square. i dun realli lyk the food there. shrugs. after that went shoping and i saw a denim jacket that looks super coolll...i was lyk..wow..i tried on..i look lyk a 18 yr old kid. of maybe even 20. super cool. formal and yet casual. realli love it. it costs 60 bucks..but mummy wanna get it for me. but so sad..no more S animore. arghhh..i m super disappiointed..realli gorgeous.. i m still thinkign bout it..how i wish i can have tat...hais

tired out

2005-06-27T08:27:00.000-07:00

i m finally done with ocom project.......finally...after a whole wkend and 3 hrs todae..i m finally done wif it..gonna present tomorrow..but there seems to be a pile of work untouch..need to do econs tutorial..by tmr..tonight dun need slp le lar..hais...todae doesnt seem to be a very good day...wad ever..

its a sundae

2005-06-26T06:23:00.000-07:00

i slpt in late todae..woke up about 12 plus..reach out for my phone..and realise messages are flooding me..so sorry daryl..i couldnt go today..for the whole day..i was busy doing my ocom project..oh man..i cant believe jason's grp have 27 slides..i think mine onli can reach 10 plus the maximum..how can they write so much crap bout condom...unbelievable..i spend at least 5 hrs on ocom todae..n its still nto done yet..energy depleting!..hahas..went to do stats after tat..oh man..i practically have no idea at all..shucks..realli relali behind..as usual..hahas..i m very tired now..but i did alot of work todae..felt very satisfied..ahhas..i even practised the piano! strainedddddddd........boo!..

sunteccc

2005-06-25T00:33:00.000-07:00

i did kickboxing during aerobics ysterdae!..ahhax..fun fun..at first we looked very stupid and funny...but it was super fun!! haha..after tat had cats classs..i enjoyed it again..mr chan is a gd tutor..haha..after sch..went to the library..to wait for the rest..they end at 5...we just sit and tok for 3 hrs in the library..nth much to do..wasnt in the mood to study at all..wanted to watch movie at marina square..but no tickets..so...in the end..we just went suntec to eat..ahha..there were sales all over the mall...esp mango!..ahahs..they were trying for a very long time inside..it was bout 10 plus then...me and venetia decided to take cab..i was super tired and lazy to walk to the mrt station...so..we walked to the taxi stand...but..wow...a longgggg lonnggg queue...!..so..we walked to marina ..and tried to flag..omgosh..all cabs were on call..not even a single cab available..we were lyk stranded for bout half n hr..then...i called my mum..and she asked her friend to come and pick us up....we should haf taken the mrt instead...i would haf reach home long ago...hais...thiswkend gonna e a busy one..so mani homework and projects that r untouched..and they r due nxt wk..i better buck up...=D

CATS

2005-06-23T07:55:00.000-07:00

its bout 11 pm now...another wk is going to pass soon..so fast reach the wkends already...i haven been doing ani real study this week...reali bad..now..doing my cats ideas thing last minute..i m runnign out of ideassss...helpppp.....its humid..i hate this kind of weather..kkaes..wad happen toodae..its a thursdae..and we nv go for floorball again..oh yah!..poor vene!..her lappy kena virius..hahas...wad a horrible dae for her...but hopefully its okie now..cheer up!!skip ocom todae again,.and went to watch initial D...jay and edison is so cute inside!..but.i still lyk shawn yue..although he looks super horrible inside..hahahx....wan yi lar...make me jealous..i wanna take ppicture wif him!!!..hes mine!...i lyk the show..hmm..i m tired out..

realli not fated

2005-06-21T06:35:00.000-07:00

for the sixth time..i brought everything and wanted to go for floorball..but..in the end..i didnt again..this time becox of yongjie lar!..freaking hell lame sia he...made up so mani excuses and persuaded me not to go as well..but in the end he succeed ... i cant believe it.. realli realli not fated to join floorball le lar...and pooor mummyy..shes so poor thing..ahahx....her hand is lyk bruise..all..joel's and shawn's masterpiece.... we went to the library after sch ...made alot of noise as usual... oh yah..i knock my hand on sumthing ..sumting hard..its was painful..now..i still have the red mark on my hand...boo..so pai seh...a handful of ppl were there to see me being so clumsy...and i was lyk "ouchhhhh" sumore..hahax..went to atrium after tat cox we were making toooo much noise le...then venetia was bullied once again...her hp went missing againnn..annd this time she took half an hr to take it...she tot it was wif yong jie..but in the end ..it was in her bag...and haha!..she gota do the pok pok pok chicken thingy too as forfeit...hahax..it was so funny to see her espresssion change..ahhax..furiously mad by the time she got her hp back..ahhax..! poor thing mummy!..aniwae..shawn nv fails to tease her every morning on the journey to school.. hmmm...benedict is back todae..he and his sponge bob square pants...hahax....poser! but it was nice cing u again..=) hais..i m realli tired out...the homework and projects r comign in already...just hope i have fun .. alot of fun.....--------- love is not equals to like--------- u cant bring them tgt..i just hope wad i m doing now is rite...

puke!

2005-06-19T07:26:00.000-07:00

oh man..i ate too many durians...now i feel lyk puking...i m seriously eating alot these few daes...last wk..i had a bad appetite..and i was feeling miserable..then i decided to find waes to get my appetite back..in the end..i managed..but..the feeling of having my appetite back isnt tat great after all...oh well..i gonna control..hmm...the wkend has past..tmr gonna go sch again... but..i lyk sch..so its stil alrite for me..i cant wait for tues..u noe y?...shhhh...boo....i tot i could get sum real studyign done over this wkend..but in the end..i onli did a couple of stats qns...its quite bad...i still need to do my ocom and microecons..i dun feel lyk doing it aniwae..haha!..just now when eatign durians..my hands was in a mess lar..and ..my ring smells of durianssss...ewww...*smiles*

dazed...

2005-06-19T00:32:00.000-07:00

todaes a sundae! and a fathers dae as well.. hmm... wanted to go to causeway point todae wif cheryl jo and yj..but in the end nv..instead..i chose to go out wif my mum to toa payoh..shopping...i need to occupy myself..onli then i will be better..much better..yeah..grandma will be back tonight...=)))...*smiles*..i misss her lotssss....oh man..tmr after sch need to do ocom project..hmm..boo!...* we must learn to be satisfied wif our lifes now..onli then we will be happy...**i m a happy little gal**cox..its a sweet little world after all*

=)

2005-06-18T09:47:00.000-07:00

i still have tat ring on my index finger..

a fine saturdae

2005-06-18T07:47:00.000-07:00

i m grateful ... i learn to be optimistic.. to be strong.. i tink i m now.. and yeah.. i haf great friends to advise me.. to be here for me... thanks david.. for openign my brains..and made me think..alot.. n i see the big picture.. went out wif mum and sis todae.. been quite long since i m out wif them.. i miss my grandma.. i realise i haf to do my homework.. i m lagging behind again... now listening to jeffrey michael's forest gump....i just love it.. whenevr i listen to it.. i feel so blessed.. its lyk..nth..can go wrong in my life.. the song alwaes make mi smile.. *smiles* i miss ya lots..

17th may 2005

2005-06-17T07:32:00.000-07:00

i was tired this morning..had to wake up at 530 to go sch..lucky i have calls in the mornin to keep me awake..hmm..ben went to thailand ..vicki went to kl...and grandma went to penang..y i everyone on vacation this wkend..? weird..hahax..i had aerobics todae..did..weights and boards and stuff...its getting tougher each wk..we r all sweatign lyk pigs after the lesson..but...i realli love the last part..the relaxing part...super...woo!..ahahha...went to eat wif weihan..jo and cheryl after CATS...i ate quite alot these few daes..appetite getting back again....i having alot of moods todae..lonely..happy..sad..hurts..confused...practically everything..and i m realli tired...i dunnoe wad i m feeling animore...love is so painful..but..if there is no pain..it wun be love animore...yes daryl..i still do love u..alot....i m so sorry..i wasnt there for u when u need me..oh..i cant believe tis...wad on earth m i doing...wtf....

not fated to join floorball

2005-06-14T00:05:00.000-07:00

went sch wif venetia and jiesi todae..the guys didnt went to sch wif us..probably cldnt wake up..poor shawn..he was sick..so poor thing..hahax.venetia reckon its mutated germs from both of us.. cant belief how fast our viruses spread..cox..david was oso beginnig to fall sick when we bout to head for town..haahx..poor things.. one after another... todae was xiao xuan's birthdae! happy birthdae xx! stae happy and cute k!..ahhax...we miss u lots my dear..hahax..hope u lyk the cake and card.. !!!! and stae healthy..ahaha.//dun fall sick hmm.. we didnt plae with the cake todae!..we ate it up.. went town wif the gang to eat and bought my slippers!..ahahx..got the same as venetia!..its nice.,..i probably stick to tat and flip flops to sch i guess..ahahx.. and yeah...i ate long john for dinner todae! finally ! ahahhx...i just loved it...then after tat went home wif weihan..n we took the wrong side of the train.weihan lar!..hahx.. me and venetia brought everything for floorball.but.in the end..for the fourth tme we didnt go again...ahxhx..sorry mummy..still ask u to bring socks for me.. i wanted to do my ob tutorial now..but looking at the time and i m mentally too tired to think..so..i guess..i will do it during lecture tmr...the qns r quite dumb though..and she expcets long answers..hais..nvm....

its sundae!

2005-06-12T07:43:00.000-07:00

hmm.. i dunoe wad to sae wad to write i miss you u noe hu u r ya its u "if u were a needle lost in the haysack, i wun find u..i will be in the haysack to accompany u.." hmm..shrugs

its a sweet little world...***

2005-06-11T00:42:00.000-07:00

i got myself sick..pass my germs to venetia..and she pass it back to me..yahx..sick agian..nvm..it onli proves tat..my immune system is weak..i realise i get sick..realli easily... but i am feelign better now..thanks everyone..for all ya smses and phone calls..to ask how m i feeling..am i getting better..ask me to take care..thanks so much..u guys just rawks my world..i m lucky to haf u all... "how lucky is lucky?" someone asked me this.. i dunoe.. i guess i m satisfied with the kind of life i have now.. for the past wk..i went thru alot..happy sad hurts friendship basically everything both physically and mentally.. but i still think i m blessed esp becox of laughter inc... whenever i am sad..looking at the testimonials..will def make me feeel better ..so much better.. thanks ben..for everything..and the blogskin.. n david..u r a great pal..i m okay..realli..dun worry bout me.. *** its a sweet world after all *

VENETIA!!!!

2005-06-05T05:50:00.000-07:00

haha!.. went to changi airport wif venetia todae..was lyk an exursion...we seem lyk mountain tortoises..we didnt do much..except for taking pictures...LOADS of PICTURES..and ate and ate..within 2 hrs plus..we had 25 pics in vene's phone..and ate twice..hahax!..mummy!..ur photo taking skills r realli geetting better..quite professional leh!..hahahhaha....we look damn sparstic..but..hu cares...it was rreal fun..!..Sky train! ahhahahahaa i felt so weird todae and yesterdae..i miss everyone! its lyk..we see each other almost 24 hrs on wkdaes..and suddenly during wkends..i dun get to seee them..i feel a bit lost..ahhax..weird..but i do..missinf everyone....venetia felt the same wae too..we were so bored todae..so last min decided to go to airport...ahhahaah! i just love u venetia! hahahaa..so old yet so young!whaahahaha

mummy! i m proud of ya!!!

2005-05-30T08:39:00.001-07:00

hmmm...went sch with all the easterners todae!..hahx..supposed to meet at 745..vicki..was late..aahhx,..used to it... my lesson start at 11..so we went bbltea shop in the library to drink eat and study..i did my stats hmwk there with the help of others..icant do it alone..i m so lost... had my stat tutorial..the cher dunneo wad mrs lim..very naggy..keep askign stupid qns...she started very late and ended very early..so its lyk..onli attend half of the lesson .. then went canteen 2 to try the chicken rice wif my klass..i m beginnign to lyk them!..ahahx..jas..u r damn crappy la..ahhax.. had microecons lecture..the second one...think this one better than the first one...at least i understand abit... went west mall and parkway after sch,.to eat and chill..ahahahx... went home and wanter to study econs..but..i did study..but....i just dun understand AT ALL...realli at all..i seriously need help...so..in the end..i didnt do my tutorial hmwk..and here i m online...ahahx.. my toenail very pain....

mummy..!..i m proud of ya!

2005-05-30T08:37:00.000-07:00

gambateh!

2005-05-29T06:36:00.000-07:00

went out with ah nei just now to makan..ajisen! i realli dun lyk the place at all...the service sux..and still they have a service charge..wth... nvm..the food so salty!!!..i feel so unhealthy..ahhax... it was nice chatching up with wanyi again..ahaha..hearing her cold jokes and luffing along wif her...and gal..u r getting prettier and prettier...!!!hahaa hey! tmr is chinese olevels! oh man..time seem to fly.. it jus seem i just had taken it.. gambateh everyone!!!!! u all can do it! jiayoux worx -follow ur heart not ur mind- trust this i love u daryl i loved u before still loving u and will love u in the future gd luck for tmr

blue sugar

2005-05-28T09:56:00.000-07:00

oh..finally...finally i was hardworkign enuff to get here to update my blog..hmm..first week of poly life has past..tues..first dae of sch...all of us went early..and went about to find the lecture hall..lt 45 is just so far....... wed..oh man..my memory is bad...wad did we do... oh yah..it was rainign.. from the east to the west..and i had to wake up damn early..i feel damn arghhhhhhh...but luckily..had company when going to sch..the easterners!..ahahx..then i remember it was on tis dae tat the xiao di di story starts....ahahx..wad .do not sit on the rite side of lt 45 on rainy daes..u can see a xiao di di there...ahahhax... thurs.. oh yah..i remember went to bukit timah plaza after lecture..to find the rest..ahahx,they were playing pool... then..we played a prank on yong beng... the xiao di di prank..ahahahx...oh gosh..we were lyk starig hard at one corner nxt to the dustbin...and yb was lyk..huhs..y i canot see....aahahx..morgan is a damn gd actor..cheryl and vicki are damn gd luffer..hahah!,/...we were luffign and actig lyk siao..oh ybeng..u r damn nice la..i muz sae...u made us feel so guilty... fri... wanted to go swimming after sch..with cheryl jo..vene..but..thunder!.. ahahx.guessed wad..me cheryl and jo..joined aerobics for sports and wellness ahahaha..i nv dreamed of tat.. bought neon green slippers from sch after tat..vene got the orange..cheryl got the yelow.and jo..the purple!..ahaha..i m so proud of it..ahhac...went to play air hockey at west mall...it was fun!!!.i just love tat table..love tat game..ahahhaha oh yah..yb's future forfeit..get a g-string and o up to a sales person and ask her.."do u think this can cut into my ass hole!"haahha!!!!! sat...which is todae work at watson as a nivea promoter..ahax..it was quite fun...just tat my legs r tired..after 10 hours of standing.hahax..but nvm!..lovelynne's a nice person..ahxhx.. blue sugar rox.. venetia vicki david me.. morgan cheryl joanna stefanie shawn jiesi yongjie shangzhao jinfeng yuchern clarence jane xiaoxuan jiaqi jingyi and last but not least..... yongbeng! ahahhahaa i miss ya dear

scotland scotland! scotland scotland!

2005-05-20T23:43:00.000-07:00

ahaha...wooo.....had damn fun ysterdae...ahhax..last dae of baoc orientation.there was the performane and pageant at the convention centre..was sitting wif my class at 1st...ut they are totally dead..god..so..during the voting session for the pageant..met up wif vicki and jin feng..hahx...was cheering lyk mad at te back there..for scotland..for shawn..for morgan..for cheryl...hahx..yo ah yo ..yo ah yo..yo ah yo ah yo ah yo....heheh..hahx.everyone up the stage did a great job ysterdae!..love u guys lots man! ahha ..after the thing..went to ps wif blue sugar..(the usual gang lar)..ahha..was flooding the long john there..hahx,,we indeed have lots of fun there playing the zong ji mi ma...hax!..yong beng yong beng!..ahhax...it was so damn stupid..staritng from the yoshinoya card to wad yong beng did..!wahahha...all of us were luffing lyk mad..hahx.. on the wae back home wif shawn and vicki..ahaha ..they were still savouring wad yong beng has done.,..they cant seem to stop luffing tat 2 fellows... hahx yeah..and now..i am at mac tapping again wooooo hhaha...u guys just rox! muz realli keep in contact when sch starts... hahx!

my first entry

2005-05-15T01:38:00.000-07:00

uhoooo......haha..finally i wrote my first entry.now at mac with that bai chi wanyi.making use of the wireless network there.haha.irealise my hand and brain coordination is quite bad.haha.maybe most gals r.hmmm.not much ppl online now. now david seem to have a prob with me luffing... haha.wadeva. my mcflurry tastes nice...yummy!

2005-05-08T05:51:00.000-07:00

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