*____i m thinking of u___

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Darling...

I won't find you when you're lost.
Because,
I will be dere Lost with you.

If you're a needle lost in a haystack,
I'd be the haystack.

If there isn't any air,
I'll give you mine.

Ever since I knew you,
The attention you gave was enough.

I rather be uglier, shorter, dumber or whatsoever just to
make you happy :)

.: Your Guardian AngeL :.

* a moment to remember *

I will nv forget the look in ur eyes
when u make ur promise
For that moment
Ur eyes talked to my heart

Nv forget ur voice when i hurt u badly
My heart ache as u break down.
I love you.

Nv forget the disappointment i feel
Its killing me slowly day by day.
Sometimes i wish i have the ability to turn back time
I want to go back to those wonderful times.
But everything is beyond my control.

I once trusted you with the whole of my heart
Once believed in everything that u say
Hopefully one day..i can again.
But i dunnoe how.

Sunday, August 28, 2005

yawns.

i m just so boreddd.. its a sundae.. n i m stuck at home.. aniwae.. its venetia's birthdae todae!!! happy bithdae mummy!!! i just love u so.. ahshsh. these past few wks have been busy.. n i think i m having a tooth decay.. mr benedict. i m bored to tears. wake up...!!! hahss.

i wan u to be happy at *

Sunday, August 21, 2005

i realli love u guys to the bits.

oh man. todae was just so wow!hahshs.. it had been long since all of us had such a bonding seesion together..alright.went to celebrate yj dav and shawn birthdaes..original plan was marina south..fly kite and steamboat..but sad..its was raining! so change of venue.ahshs..cldnt find a place to celebrate..so went to esplanade underpasss ! to cut cake and stuff..after that headed to aroudn suntec for dinner! ahashs dinner was superb! the food was great, the company was perfect! vene,ben,cheryl,jo,jiesi,xiaoxuan,stefanie,fiona,vicki,shangzhao,yongbeng,morgan,weihan,and not to forget the birthdae boys! yongjie,david and shawn! hashhss..ohman. the dinner was just too sweet. i guess the bond between us is strong..its a wonder how we get to noe and come about so close..its lyk.omg. we known each other from the ba camp..all of us were in different groups.! but we managed to get together ! its relali a wonder how we did it. i remembered the first time we went out tgt as a whole grp(brown sugar,blue ocean, shawn and js), westill dunneo each other yet. sitting at two different tables and not mixing well..but as sch starts.. as the orientation begins..we begin to bond..i m realli lucky to noe u guys..realli..w/o u guys.. i guess my poly life wun be as exciting and happening! we spend practically the whole dae with each other..we meet and go sch tgt..then after tutorials..meet for lunch and go lecutre tgt...after sch we will be contacting everyone..so tat we can go home or out tgt ..each of us is very differnt i think..but still..everyone is impt to all of us..i m just so lucky. thankyou my angels for all the listening ears u guys have gave..the comforting shoulders and heart to heart talks..=))..*cheers to the everlasting friendship!..* and happy birthdae to david..shawn and yongjie!.

i wan u to be happy at *

Thursday, August 18, 2005

it has been a few daes since i last updated. i m getting lazier and lazier..in the past i do update every night..but now.. hahas.. hmm. this week been realli busy.. projects, presentations and tests.. all piled up.. its quite bad..=) but.. i think the efforts are paid off.. hahahss. hmm.. i just love the porridge. it tastes sweet. nice. yummy.

i wan u to be happy at *

Saturday, August 13, 2005

its the weekends again..

it has been quite a number of days since i last updated..this week hasnt been a good week.. mondae to sat.. not good at all.. alot of stuff been happening.. and ya. derrick got eliminated...tats realli sad... theres nth on weds for me to look forward to already... i will def miss his performance on stage.. =(.. ysterdae the bunch of us went to cine leisure.. we were slping while wating for the rest to arrive after they finish their classes..n me vene and cheryl really fell asleep.. in the end when we woke up, our hands are numb and they ache a little..hahs.. went to gallielio and friends to makan after tat.. onli a few of them were eating.. there were sum zombies to advertise the new movie ,.. and they came over to our table.. their makeup were thick, gothic, grosss and their stares are lyk. scary. realli scary. they had their props as well. lyk..axes.. guns.. damn horrible.. . they were surrounding us.. me cheryl joanna n jiesi were screaminggg.. covering our eyes and ears with our hands.. they were touching our necks and hands.. i think we shouted quite loudly. but. its damn gross lar.. and the guys were standing at one side laughing at us..-_-'.. scary.. cheryl damn cute! ahhas. she told them.. pls dun stare at us.. pleading tone ..ahahshss.. cutie little pie! ahhass. hmm.. was tryign to do my work todae.. didnt go out.. slpt early last nite.. reply msg halfwae.. slp le.. didnt even send it..yawns... at least i dun haf my dark circles already..ahsh!

i wan u to be happy at *

Saturday, August 06, 2005

yawns

hmm i guess i update from ysterdae......went to sch with venetia.. both of us were up at 530.. tirreeddd.. we just slpt thruout the whole ride.. missed the shuttle bus.. had to wait for another one. so went to queue up.. saw the cutie guy .. the one in our lecture... he was queuing up as well! hahas.. i was suddenly awake.. hehhehl. pointed out to venetia and cant stop giggling..ahhashs.. in the shuttle bus.. he was sitting infront of me. just in front of me. hahash! keep looking at him..hahashs.. i just love to look at cute guys.. but onli look lar.. went for aerobics with jo and cheryl.. had fun ... was tireddd. nearly fell aslp while doing the relaxing part.. yawnss. on the wae to cats classs.. my classmate told me it was cancelled! yeps. cancelled. so went to find ben.. after that i went to the library to slp...n i managed to for 5 mins.. n venetia had to wake me up.. went to makan and headded home after getting sumthing for js.. ben wanted to go home as well. so went to look for him. wanted to reach home by 2 plus ..so at least i can go tp first.. but in the end ..reached home at 330.. ben sent me to tampines..reached tp bout 430.. the thing ended already.. so met shane and went to interchange to wait for the rest..all were late and js had reached raffles.. so.. we went off first.. dozing off again on the train..met js n went to bought sum food b4 heading to vch.. tpjc band concert.. the first half wasnt good.. but i enjoyed the C.O and percussion ensemble. damn cool.. powerrr..hahshs.. the second half of the concert was alright. they played better..lesser squeaks n stuff.. took photos and went to lao pa sa to eat.. satayyyy ! ahahss.. wasnt feeeling hungry.. walked home with shane after that.. yawns.. .......as for todae.. woke up at 830 and went for speech dae .. kevin was distinctive dunmanite! took photos .. miss those daes when we played in the band.. miss my classmates as well..hahas.. saw alot alot of them todae .. took class photo at the same place as last yr ..under the hot sun.. it was def nice to see all of them again.. =)).. had long john for lunch and i went home first.. wanting to study for bstats.. but i m super tiredddd. haf to study later i guess. i dun understand a single shit.

i wan u to be happy at *

Thursday, August 04, 2005

waiting for results..

went to tm to find fung after sch.. hmm.. was40 mins late. ahhas. but she is as late too..when she reach i just reach. poor thing sia.. she hurt her leg..must take good care of urself, fung...allen and shane came to find us after their pool. hmm.. went to get her court shoes and walk around looking at accessories.. after that went home.. was walking half wae.. when shane remembered he had to get his stationaries.. kukoo.. in the end. we walked to simei. jsut to get sum paper clips and eraser..-_-' hahas. but alright lar.. since i got the time to spare.. he was tellign me about dogs on the wae there.. cox we saw alot of dogs.. and cats. eww. i just cant stand them. ahhas. reached simei.. that kukoo fellow said if i cld jsut walk thru pet safari with him. he will treat me dinner. hahas. of cox walk lar. but..its my first tiem walkign thru there.. i think the place stinks.. lucky there isnt there looose dogs.. i thnk i was pulling his jacket all the wae.. =P . so mr . now u owe me 2 dinners ah. one for director list. one for pet safari. hahsh! walk back home later.. and he kept playign wif the lift. made the lift open 5 times b4 finally just letting it close n let me go home. hahashs. . hmm.. quite motivated to study now.. =) 15 more mins to sueprstar results.. n then i m off to bed already. tmr got aerobics and cats.. gonna go tp in the afternoon.. and go vch with allen they all.. oh yeah. fung is performing! and i think quite a number of people is going to watch. the ex seniors r going! hahahs.. its lyk a mini gathering...

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Wednesday, August 03, 2005

=))

haha. yawns. jasmine tat idoit is looking at me typing this entry..she sucks totally. yeah! ahhasss.. k lar.. she rocks. ya rite. hmm. suppose to meet all the rest at 745 at eunos todae. i tot i was the latest.. in the end. shawn and vicki were later than me. kukoos. the boys in our grp are nv early for appointments. in the end left eunos at ot 815. ben and yj cldnt wake up todae. one suppose to meet us at eunos. one supose to meet me at tampines. yawns. lazy bums. angeline sucks!. heys. jas wrote this. not me. shes is jsut jealous of me. hahsss. n now she is going "oh my godddd" hahashsh! we r super lame now.. the relief cip cher just came in not long ago.. n i want my tu tu kuey. the peanut one. thanks ah jas . help me buy. hahas. so boring . we r just so boreddd now.. =)) .. shaneee.. hope u r feelign better.. dun so sian lar. snap out of it. =) banana in pyjamas! n lastly. jasmine sucks. totally.

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slpt super early last nite..bout 10 plus.. tats y todae i got the energy to bully vicki n co. hahas. cheeky..hehheh..hahass..ben came to send me to sch todae.hahs. but he was late lar..hahs..sueprlate sumore..nvm. he came al the wae from the west ..i should appreciate it instead..thanks mr benedict. ahshhs! n he is xtra good looking in his denim jacket. =)) ..was doing ob tutorial in ob lecture as usual..watch a mv ..jo introduce it to me.so touching.."kisss becox i m a gal"..hmm.. went for ob tutorial ..wore bens jacket. super de duper big.! hashs..just lyk a dressssss...but comfy! nice material to slp in ..hhashs..went to west mall again..cox jo wnana buy her giordano polo t..went to play arcade again..abit sian of it.. on the wae home.yj was crapping all the wae..didnt haf ani peace at all..AT ALL..hahs..hmm.. watched superstar..derrick is cute! ahshss. i hope he doesnt get out..=) *pray hard.. hmm.. tmr gonna skip ocom lecture to accompany fung to buy her court shoes ..yeah! it has been long since i last saw her..n fri is her band's concert..i hope shes havign fun..oh man...i just miss her so much..

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