*____i m thinking of u___

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Darling...

I won't find you when you're lost.
Because,
I will be dere Lost with you.

If you're a needle lost in a haystack,
I'd be the haystack.

If there isn't any air,
I'll give you mine.

Ever since I knew you,
The attention you gave was enough.

I rather be uglier, shorter, dumber or whatsoever just to
make you happy :)

.: Your Guardian AngeL :.

* a moment to remember *

I will nv forget the look in ur eyes
when u make ur promise
For that moment
Ur eyes talked to my heart

Nv forget ur voice when i hurt u badly
My heart ache as u break down.
I love you.

Nv forget the disappointment i feel
Its killing me slowly day by day.
Sometimes i wish i have the ability to turn back time
I want to go back to those wonderful times.
But everything is beyond my control.

I once trusted you with the whole of my heart
Once believed in everything that u say
Hopefully one day..i can again.
But i dunnoe how.

Wednesday, February 22, 2006

mugging.

i m so tired from all the studying. econs. bmgt. econs. bmgt. at least BCA is over!. but its realli a bad paper. everyone says its gonna be damn easy. but turn out. its tough!. damn tough!. and i got it lyk all wrong. jsut dunno why i carn get the ans out. usually i manage to do.. but i just carn get it out. weird. forget it. ARGH. mugging mugging mugging. from morn to night. and i aint kidding. onli taking little breaks in btwn. studying while watching tv.. studying while tokign on the phone.. studying till wee hours..(not playing games or online).. wow. i m just so proud of myself. ahhas. ok. back to studying. i only came online to find my econs lecture slides.. WORK HARD EVERYONE!.

i wan u to be happy at *

Friday, January 06, 2006

i fell!

my tests are finally over. quite glad tat there arent any more tests next week. unlike venetia they all. so damn poor thing.. todae was my first piano lesson after the long holidae break. i miss my teacher i realise, shes realli damn nice. i alwaes learn alot more apart than piano in her lessons. =) even though i have to wake up super early on fridays, its still worth it. met vicki to go sch tgt todae. and he told me he lost his wallet on his way to eunos! so poor thing! ahhaha. he kept saying i make him feel lyk shit. kept laughing at him. ahhaa i didnt! or am i realli that evil? hahas. sorry tekwani.. i was jsut trying to make u feel better. had macroecons test. it was darn lot easier than expected. phew. we walk towards canteen one.. and i fell. damn it. i fell. just outside canteen one. damn throw face. arghh. it wasnt tat kind of simple falling down. i was wearing heels and 3 quarts. thank god i wasnt wearing skirt. i think i slipped. so i nearly fell. while trying to get my balance again, i slipped. and while i tried to balance myself for the 2nd time. i really fall flat on the ground.. damn sucky. but there werent any injuries though. i jsut threw all my face. shit it upside down. went to woodlands after tat. acc vicki to get his wallet back. took the train( the red line was so long) to city hall. met daryl and took my books from him. SORRY! was late. =) hahass. had longjohns after tat as we were all super hungry by then. no lunch. wad u expect. played pool! haven played it for so longg... everyone keep saying i damn tyco. damn lucky. ahhass. its called talent hor. pro means pro eh??hahahs. been long since we relali meet up and tok. nice feeling though. very comfy. went home after tat.. darling, i miss you alot todae. its not tat i neglected you. i m sorry if i did.

i wan u to be happy at *

Monday, January 02, 2006

2006. hopefully its a happy one.

i m now taking a break from some last min poa revision. tmr the test. the more practices i do, the better. but my mind seem to be getting more n more tired. its been so fast. its 2006 alr. i realise i gave up alot of things last yr. can say my life changed. i m sitll wondering whether i really regretted. perhaps yes. perhaps no. after all, you are all that i ask for. thankful that you are always there for me. let this continue. i dun want it to end. hais. love ya, benedict...

i wan u to be happy at *

Sunday, December 25, 2005

Merry X'mas!

MERRY CHRISTMAS TO ALL!! hahas. ysterdae was ms cheryl's birthdae!. my dear darlingggg. finally finally 17. hhass. love ya! went to watch the promise ysterdae afternoon at cine.its not bad i think, but is VERY kua chang. very very. ahhass. humans can't fly nor run tat fast in reality. duh. i sitll tink king kong is nicer! ahhas. went to ichiban at suntec for dinner after that. damn fillinggg though me n ben didnt order tat much... or did we? ahhss. but we didnt get to eat tempura icecream! AWW. took a cab down to mt faber.. and there was a 3 bucks extra charge!. omg. arghhh. so in the end the cab fare was lyk 10 bucks instead. should have took a bus rite?? dumb us! there is this tall tall talllllllllll christmas tree in mt faber. and its all light up! realli gorgeous... and super TALL lar. ahhass. we took a one way cable car trip to sentosaa! n that is bout 25 bucks! hahashs. so ben brought everyting!. ahhass. groundsheet. poncho. towels as pillows. chips. water. extra shirt. ! wow. i didnt even think of bringing all these!. infact i brought nth! LOL. ahahs. so thoughtful of him. thank you darling. =)). we got quite lost insentosa in fact. cox it was darkkkk n the buses took quite long to come. so we walk alittle. on the wae.. there was green laser light on silosa beach!. very nice! NICE. he took a video of ittttt.ahahhas. walk to palawan.. n lay down our stufff.. there wasnt many stars at first..the sky was turnign reedddddd instead! damn it. we wanted to spend our night there.. but we left due to some lightnings after 2 hrs. we have to get out sentosa by 12am if we relali want to avoid the rain..so went to find ben's friends at kallang. went cosy bay. a chill-out place near kallang river.. atomsphere isnt bad. ahhass. drank and tokkk.. till bout 3. acc ben to play dota at penisula plaza after tat.ahhass. was sleepign while he play!. dotaaa is borrrrinngggggg.. ahahss. was rainign damn heavily. frezzing cold. went home and slpttttttttttttt! super shiok!. ahahhahahss. alright. festive season r over soon!. better start to studyyy ! hais. mugging time is here!

i wan u to be happy at *

Thursday, December 22, 2005

SHOPPING!!!

HOHO. met up with tat crazy vene at 1230. at eunos. she was late!. HMMPh. its ok. i m forgiving. hahass. went to bugis and met jo. shawn came n find us later.. we wanted to go bugis village at first..but it was RAINing!. damn sad. but we still manage to get over when the rain gets smaller. while wating for jo. vene was totally mad. she went bonkus. that girl.super duper crazy over christmas..went to look for christmas hats. she wants all of us to wear!. ahhass. i dun think the guys will though. tat girl is maddness. but i had a great time hitting her butt with y bag todae. ahhass. HOHO. i still love u ger. ahhas. shop around. i wnna get my half jacket!. i saw one.maroon in colour. i think the colour suits me. but the cutting isnt that perfect. haissss.. i want i want i want. oh man. budget budget. theres still christmas presents to buy. argh. my butt hurts now. i guesss its due to it being stuck on to the same chair for too long. ARGH. hahashs. yawns. i jsut reaslise i haf wcom elearning to do!. and its due tmr. shucks. grp wk. argh. i think i will do it tmr ntie. when i get backhome i guess. jsut too lazy to do it now.

i wan u to be happy at *

Friday, December 16, 2005

dead. totally.

omgomgomg. i m feeling miserable. work work and more work. this is so pathetic. just last week, i was practically crying for help for my bca pbl one. and now i realise i gonna need to burn a few nights of mid-night oil. just for my wcom project. but luckily, the grp is doing smth. i m not doing it alone. oh well. met vicki at eunos to go sch tgt for lunch with the rest todae. but as usual we werent on time. SORRY VICKI! this time round i was 25 mins late. hahs. nvm!. i sitll have balance of 20 mins on credit. next time next time. in the end we arrived sch at bout 1220. cheryl was already calling me up and complaining about her hungry groans. hais. that fatty bum. she never change. LOL. kidding! went for LMS. wasnt tat late. was released punctually todae. saw cheryl again and we played in front of the weird mirrors. faggots. thats wad she says we look like in them. it made us look katek katek bui bui. hahas. waited for jo.. and oh yah! i nearly tripped over a mop bucket. so embarrassing. i was wearing heels! ahhss. we went to find vicki and morgan in the library. everyone was studying for bca test. last min revision. we are jsut plain hopeless. when can we get prepared before hand? hais. god knows. the test was ok. but i realise i got mistakes alr..and the internet research part was abit gone case. 6 marks. everyone left early. very early. went home alone. cox the rest have plans on. its some quiet resting and stoneing time! watched the 9pm show todae.last epi. NICE! i love the dance moves. damn damn damn WOO! hahss. aniwae. i m now struggling to keep myself awake so that i can move on with wcom. so taking a break now. YAWNS. damn freaking hell tiredd. ARGHH. next week is the holidaeS alr! woohoo! goodie. can have a good rest. but its the study break. so. ya. i sitll got to study. LOL. aniwae. been realli long since i tok much to VENETIA. i miss her quite alot actually. MUMMY! ahahhass. ARGHH. now. i guesss i gonna slp real sooon.

i wan u to be happy at *

Tuesday, December 13, 2005

FINALLY

after wks of continuous nagging from cheryl tan teck ying, that fatty bum, i finally finally decide its time to blog again. hahas. LOL. been seriously long.. ARGH. lazy to, aniwae. hmm. went to get my hair thin down todae.. now my fringe is irrtating my eye and nose.. arghh. been so tired for the past few wks..rushing projectttt here and thereee..sian. and i got a pounding headache!. sian..i miss hexic hexic hexic. AHHH..

i wan u to be happy at *